Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Grimlett Island



they say in the inlet’s sandy shoals
a wet little island rides the tides
where legend recalls a man’s repose
deeper than where the ghost crabs hide

his ship with weather-stained canvas sails
tossed in the churn between withered lands
his orders snapped like his waistcoat’s tails
until heaved and marooned by all plotting hands

he swam to the island and paced twelve strides
drenched with showers of blowing spray
so high was the nighttime’s hungry tide
he dared not hope to see the day

but one morning stretched to two and more
and thirst began cracking his salty throat
he decided to dig until his fingers tore
and seams ripped open his decaying coat

down he lay as the waters flowed
seabirds soaring over his drowsing head
until rising seas made his hole erode
his two last achievements--buried and dead


(Inspired on the ferry ride today between Hatteras and Ocracoke Island.)

Monday, June 27, 2011

Ocean



the voice you speak now
is not the same sweet lyric
but I still hear you

(Photo from the side of our front porch for the week. Anyone care for a margarita?)

Friday, June 24, 2011

Contest Update

So last night I had the photo shoot.

I thought I got some workable material, and this morning I proved it on Photoshop. Folks, we're good to go!

If you're an old Clarity of Night contest pro, this photo is DIFFERENT. I think you'll like it. Rather surreal. Plenty of room for millions of interpretations.

In accordance with tradition, I will be sending out a sneak peek of the photo and announce the name by email next week. If you haven't participated in a contest before and want to be on my mailing list (or if you don't get an email by the end of next week and want one), then drop me a line at jevanswriter at yahoo dot com. I'd be happy to add you.

Look for the contest to begin in mid-July. Just as a reminder, this contest will not follow the format of the last. All entries will be publicly posted. HOWEVER, the number of entries will be subject to limitation, so this time, you don't want to wait until the end. You deadline dancers out there are going to have to get in gear this time around!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Good Life



Day turns to night
Night turns to whatever we want
We're young enough to say
This has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life
     --One Republic, Good Life


He made coffee that filled the apartment with the smell of burn and sweet.

He sat. Blue sky glowed above the city outside his windows. Morning light washed the streets far below.

Work in forty-five minutes.

No use rushing. But no use sticking around in his small, annoying apartment either. He sipped and concentrated on enjoying the taste.

He thought about breakfast, but didn’t stand up from his chair in the end. All the sunshine penetrated only halfway. Night still lingered somewhere under his clothes. He would go back to bed, probably, if given the choice. Nothing would really propel him into the outside world.

A knock at the door startled him.

Strange. No one bothered him.

He tip-toed over to peep through and see if he should pretend not to be home.

It was the girl he had been thinking about more lately. The one who he started small talk with weeks ago and now had almost regular conversations with him.

He opened the door.

“Hi,” she said. She looked even more nervous than he felt.

“Hey,” he managed.

“I didn’t mean to barge in on you.”

“Are you, I mean, is everything okay?” he said.

“Oh yes. Everything is fine. Totally fine.”

“I just, I mean, I wasn’t--”

“I can go, if you’re busy.”

“No!” he said. “Please.”

As she stepped inside, he wanted to ask her why on Earth she came. Did he forget something? Drop his wallet or do something else equally stupid?

She seemed to sense the question. “I was kind of having breakfast,” she said, “and a thought suddenly hit me really strong. I just got up, caught a cab, and well, knocked on your door.”

He must have looked even more confused.

Her face changed. “I realized that I would much rather have breakfast with you,” she said.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Transience



to have in your hand
one beating, intense moment
then it squirms away


Friday, June 17, 2011

Hush



dark is more
than the absence of light
dark is the raising
of the gossamer curtain
dark is quiet’s kiss
dark is the hush
before the first cricket sings
dark is where
I listen to you

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Story Twists Aren’t as Fun When You’re the Twist




Does anyone have one of those dream analysis books?

Good. I need some help on this one.

Let’s say you dreamed that you and two other people found yourselves chased in a city, captured, and held captive by a psychopathic bad guy.

At some point, let’s say you manage to wrap a wooden handle around his necktie and (mostly) choke him to death. Thus, you escape.

Once loose in the city, the three of you get separated. As you run on alone, you get the feeling that the bad guy is going to appear behind you, even though it’s not really possible for him to find you after running so far.

He does appear behind you. As a zombie.

You kill him nice and good this time.

After running more, you find yourself on a university campus. However, something’s not right. As the students move towards you, they look like creepy versions of little children. At this point, you suspect that you are hallucinating and may be psychotic.

The killed zombie reappears and bites your hand.

You counterattack and start ripping apart his skull with your clawed fingers.

The zombie screams kind of like your friend.

You realize it *is* your friend. More hallucinating, apparently.

Your dream-self then realizes that YOU were in fact the psychopathic bad guy imprisoning your companions (and probably killing them).

Seeing yourself as co-victim was just another delusion.

Yeah, bummer.

*********

Okay. There. You got that?

Hit the books, folks. Surely someone else has had that dream.

Right?

Right???

Monday, June 13, 2011

He and She in the Yarrow



"The air is so still. Not a thing is moving."

"Don't breathe."

"I have to breathe."

"I like when you smile. And close your eyes. I wonder what you're thinking."

"I'm feeling the air not moving."

"That could be the strangest thing I ever heard."

"Shhhhhhhh. You love it."

"You can say that again."

"What? You're mumbling."

"Sorry. Nothing."

"Come here. Sit up with me."

"I haven't laid down in the grass since I was a kid. I can't wait to see how many ticks are on me."

"Don't you just love all the wild Yarrow around here?"

"Is that what it is?"

"Look at it all. You know, the Native Americans learned that if you crush it up, it stops bleeding."

"Ah. An astringent."

"Don't pick it!"

"I thought I snag some before it's too late."

"Too late for what?"

"I'm just going to tuck some in my shirt right here...."

"You're too cute. You know that?"

"Just trying to keep my heart in one piece, that's all."

"It's not going to work."

"I know."

Friday, June 10, 2011

A Strawberry Too Late



a strawberry ducked
beneath vines
and shadowing leaves
not fearing dank moisture
not seeing the mold

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

Fungi Physical



“How long has it been like this?”

“Since Sunday.”

“I see.”

“You seem concerned.”

“Do you have them anywhere else?”

“You’re concerned, right?”

“Do you have them anywhere else?”

“Well, only my leg. Mostly. I think a couple might be trying to come out on my rear end, but they keep getting crushed when I sit.”

“Do you feel that?”

“No. I don’t think so. The caps aren’t sensitive.”

“How about when I wiggle the stems?”

“It tickles. A little.”

“And now?”

“Oh my! Wow! I’ve been afraid to pluck them. Am I bleeding?”

“No.”

“My heart is pounding!”

“Any pain?”

“I think so, but I’m not sure. It’s weird….”

“Okay. You can put your pants back on.”

“That’s it?”

“You’ve got quite a crop of mushrooms there.”

“I know.”

“Did you eat any?”

“No!”

“That’s good. Those are Jack-‘o-Lanterns. Quite poisonous.”

“God. Oh God. I thought so.”

“Here. I’m going to write you a prescription. It will take care of those Jack-‘o-Lanterns and get a proper crop of Shitakes growing in their place.”

“What? That’s it? So I’m not dying or anything...? Don’t laugh!”

“Let me see your forearm. Right. You see that? Those look choice, don’t you think? Nothing poisonous there.”

“I know, I know. I just have that strain of Destroying Angels running in my family. My Aunt didn’t last a month after the first one sprouted.”

“Don’t worry about that. Okay? You’ll be having pounds and pounds of Shitakes for many years to come.”

Monday, June 06, 2011

18th Summer



the sun bled onto tobacco fields
soil oozing heat to match the sky
tires rasped against the road
and the wind spoke of openness
of everything ahead

the sleepy world was pregnant
I reached out my hands
eager for the birth
but as the heat wiggled the distance
the miles unrolled more road ahead

Friday, June 03, 2011

Summer Contest

If there are still Clarity of Night writing contest watchers out there, I have news! I'm going to run a summer contest!!

Although I didn't host a winter contest this year, I now have a photo in mind (to be taken yet), a name, and an idea. Might as well grab the bull by the horns and do it, no?? Despite having a new job that is 10x more work than my old one, I think I can handle it.

Unlike my last contest, this one will return to the style of posting ALL ENTRIES.
    However
, in order to keep the contest to a manageable size, I'm going institute a new method to limit the number of entries to the low one-hundreds. Stay tuned on that. I think it will be fair and not slam the door in anyone's face.

In the coming weeks, I'll be sending out a preview of the contest photo. You can get an early start to compete for those cash prizes! Look for an official launch in the early part of July.

See you then.

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

Mantra



of all life's stages
growth is easiest to love
I will fight the rest